It's a little more than awkward. My visual was a lot worse than most others I suppose, because I keep a flashlight with me at work (at work right now) and its a big, yellow, waterproof, work light.
#19, I'm sure it's still not as big as "The Great American Challenge"
If you don't know what it is feel free to google it... Although you probably want safe search on :)
Allow me to shine some light on the situation.
A torch won't tell you it will call you then won't.
A torch won't steal all the blankets.
A torch will not snore.
A torch doesn't mind if you go out every night dancing with your friends.
I rest my case.