Today, my mom read my diary. Then she frantically booked me an appointment with a psychiatrist. FML
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Fall
Dead leaves, the first cold of the season and an umbrella flipped inside out: fall, the season of grace.
Same thing different taste
Today, my mother threw a fit because the psychologist she got me suggested I visit a psychiatrist. Apparently, it's my fault because I "choose" to be so "crazy". FML
Let it out
Today, I finally convinced my mum to take me to a psychologist. As soon as he sat me down and asked me how I was doing, my mum burst into tears and went on a rant about how her life is terrible and she regrets everything. I was asked to sit in the waiting room. She used up my whole hour. FML
Today, I found my long lost diary and curiously read it. What's worse than finding out that your mother read your diary? Finding out that your mother wrote comments in it. FML
Today, I talked to my mom about hanging out with her. She got out her phone to schedule an appointment. FML
Today, I found one of my mom's old diaries that dated back to my infant days. I couldn't help but read a little. I'm now in great concern over how many times my mom wrote that she wanted to dunk me in the toilet or throw me against a wall. FML
Today, I found my diary on my mother's nightstand. Bookmarked. FML
Today, my dad found and read my diary. Most of the entries were about how my father didn't respect my privacy. Then he phoned my aunt and read her passages from it. FML
Today, going to my psychiatrist's appointment for my PTSD and depression, my mother yelled about how useless I am and how I torture her existence with my "abnormalities." She told the doctor how much I've improved and become such a delight at home for her and our family. FML
Today, as usual, my mom got shitfaced and started berating me for something. This time, it was for missing a therapy appointment. Not only am I unable to drive, it was her appointment. For her alcoholism. FML
Today, I found myself lying to my diary. FML
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beachbabe830 0
Do we even want to know what was in there...?
fanceh 10
You've tought us about keys, now will you tell us how magnets work?
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caysters 12
I use to cut too. Got even worse, landed in the er, and then psych ward or a week. Therapy for three years after that. Op, she loves you, and she cares. Be thankful about that. My mom knew when I was 13 that I had severe issues with depression. She didn't care. 5 years later she decided she cared after I was hospitalized. Then shortly after, she didn't care again.
fanceh 10
You've tought us about keys, now will you tell us how magnets work?
Anubyte 0
Dear diary, I want to see a psychiatrist NOW! Simple as that :)
JPChiQYaya 0
i have the diary app in my iPod so theres no way my mom could get into that ;)
ShroomsOnAcid 17
Not without the help of your brother/father/more intelligent sister, that is.
77777771 12
Actually, she is probably 10 times more likely.
JPChiQYaya 0
nobody knows my ipod code and my diary app has a code too so they wouldnt be able to get in either of them .
ShroomsOnAcid 17
Keep telling yourself that, honey. ;)
juicyfruit222 0
Lmao my mom did the same to me! I used to write poetry cuz of her I completely stopped
perdix 31
You probably wrote some batshit crazy stuff in there. You could get things cleared up by the shrink, or he could be a pimp for Big Pharma and zombie-fy you with loads of psychoactive drugs.
spazz666 18
Perdix just enjoys trolling.. Are you new to fml? XD Trolling is the highest form of entertainment in other peoples stupidity. :D
perdix 31
I don't know what things are like in Norway, but the explosion of the use of psychoactive drugs in the US, especially among children, is alarming. I don't think it's paranoid, but worrying about how we deal with mental health issues seems to be a legitimate issue.
RedPillSucks 33
There's especially problems with prescribing drugs for kids that was never tested on children. Children metabolize drugs differently (no, I'm not a doctor, but...) and the effects on adults aren't the same as on kids. Just look at Ritalin.
FYLDeep 26
I really agree with Perdix on this one and really every comment he's made on this FML. I think drugs like Prosac are horribly overprescribed and this needs to be changed. Depression is often times a side effect caused by some other underlying health condition, and by treating the other condition you can eliminate the depression symptoms. I went to the doctor for a reason like this, and he said I was probably depressed and gave me a prescription for antidepressants. I had to refuse the prescription and persuade him that the problem lied elsewhere in order for him to care enough to find the actual problem. How many people would have just taken the antidepressants and walked around like a zombie numb to whatever the actual problem is?
causticgirl 6
So true. The Pharmacology Monster goes around the US gobbling up children and gorging themselves with parents money. All courtesy of the doctors who get a nice kick back for writing the scripts.
LaDeFreakinDa 4
Its proven medical fact that when you cut it releases endorphins into your body that make you feel better. its almost like a drug your body craves the way you feel when that happens you get addicted to the chemistry your body produces
darkkisses 6
Wow, talk to your mom, she doesn't have the right to look through your personal thoughts like that. Until you can find a way out of this, try to get the best from the experience. Also find a good hiding spot for you diary
dadof2 4
wow first your mom was in the wrong thats your personal space to express second and usually the appointment is mad for birth control good luck
spazz666 18
...no. Psychiatrists do not prescribe birth control, doctors and OBGYN's do.
Hansemans 17
Did you finish your diary entrances with 'FML' as well?