* with love

Come now, there's a bit of a difference between "drunk enough to have dubious judgement" and "can't remember my own name, let alone make a decision". Should probably give the OP the benefit of the doubt by assuming the former as we obviously can't actually know which way it went.

OP has a history of specifically only having sex with drunk girls. That is sick, predatory behavior.

Learn to read more carefully before making such claims, they may not hold much weight on the Internet, but saying such things in real life could have serious repercussions on somebody's life. The OP stated that this was a realisation; a realisation in this instance precludes seeking drunk girls in a predatory fashion, predation implies deliberate action. I put it to you that, instead, the OP has had luck with women at parties, not so much with women at coffee shops. Don't know about you, but I've had sex while drunk with people who I almost certainly wouldn't have sober, I woke up and thought it was a bit stupid, but by no means was there anything sinister, I made a bad judgement call. To go straight to rape or similar predatory behaviour without even what can be called a strong suggestion... well, be very, very careful about making such claims, you seem entirely oblivious to the devastation a false accusation like that can have upon someone's life.