Today, my mom read my diary. Then she frantically booked me an appointment with a psychiatrist. FML
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Fall
Dead leaves, the first cold of the season and an umbrella flipped inside out: fall, the season of grace.
Same thing different taste
Today, my mother threw a fit because the psychologist she got me suggested I visit a psychiatrist. Apparently, it's my fault because I "choose" to be so "crazy". FML
Let it out
Today, I finally convinced my mum to take me to a psychologist. As soon as he sat me down and asked me how I was doing, my mum burst into tears and went on a rant about how her life is terrible and she regrets everything. I was asked to sit in the waiting room. She used up my whole hour. FML
Today, I found my long lost diary and curiously read it. What's worse than finding out that your mother read your diary? Finding out that your mother wrote comments in it. FML
Today, I talked to my mom about hanging out with her. She got out her phone to schedule an appointment. FML
Today, I found one of my mom's old diaries that dated back to my infant days. I couldn't help but read a little. I'm now in great concern over how many times my mom wrote that she wanted to dunk me in the toilet or throw me against a wall. FML
Today, I found my diary on my mother's nightstand. Bookmarked. FML
Today, my dad found and read my diary. Most of the entries were about how my father didn't respect my privacy. Then he phoned my aunt and read her passages from it. FML
Today, going to my psychiatrist's appointment for my PTSD and depression, my mother yelled about how useless I am and how I torture her existence with my "abnormalities." She told the doctor how much I've improved and become such a delight at home for her and our family. FML
Today, as usual, my mom got shitfaced and started berating me for something. This time, it was for missing a therapy appointment. Not only am I unable to drive, it was her appointment. For her alcoholism. FML
Today, I found myself lying to my diary. FML
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beachbabe830 0
Do we even want to know what was in there...?
fanceh 10
You've tought us about keys, now will you tell us how magnets work?
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Comments (196)
Emmysmiles 2
mm, why'd everyone just start talking about cutting? and slap your mam that's invasion of privacy. you coulda have wrote down what you were gonna get her for Christmas in that book
douchydouchebag 5
you're mom should slap you.
arkid24 1
Had that before. I grew outta my depression/crazy phaze. Never needed a psychiatrist or anything and now ive got my own home, beautiful wife and baby girl and everything i could ask for. Hope for a better future is always the answer. No matter how bad things get
Lovesglee 3
U gotta stop writing about where u keep ur severed heads!
havocmike 3
Depends on what you wrote. Mom might just be looking out for you and seeing issues you yourself can't see
Lovesglee 3
No its fine, dont tell us what was in it. Its not like we are going to be wondering about it for hours until our head explodes from trying to narrow down all of the million things that might have been in it. Its fine, really. *rolls eyes*
aikokohitori 0
I love cookies. ^_^ I apologize, but the topic is getting extremely depressing and cookies always makes it better. :D
wittygirl 8
Your mom needs to go to therapy for invading your privacy.
suncifir 6
My grandmother , who would be in her late 70's now (shes dead), cut herself in her teenage years into adulthood, she suffered from bipolar disorder and stuff. i also suffer from BD , i used to cut, because it was good short term depression relief.
kristat 14
My mom did the same thing, and honesty it made things much worse because it hurt our relationship (her passing me off to some shrink without ever talking to me herself). I still resent her for it after years of being on my own. Some people need to vent, like in a diary, and need privacy to do so.
artemisrox98 10
#77 It's subjective. A lot of people do it for curiosity. I smoked because I wanted to know how it felt. (Never continued, though, one time's enough. Underage anyway.) A lot of people do it for conformity. "She's doing it, so I want to, too." Others do it because they think it works. It'll get rid of the pain. Once you've hit rock bottom, you'd try anything to go back up. A lot of people do crazy things for different reasons, though the thing all of them have in common is to feel better. I hope this helped in your quest for answers.