Maybe visit youR Doctor. they can prescribe meds that will help. Don't wait they will make you feel better, i promis

You obviously need some of psychiatric help.

Not everyone is going to like you, that's impossible....why would you even want everyone to like you?

This is a sign of depression. Go talk to your doc and ask for help. I’ve had a therapist for years, I have shit days, bad days, okay days good days and fantastic days, and then I fall down and I’m back in the bottom of the pit for a week or two thinking bad thoughts about suicide etc, but I’m slowly getting better and having these pit falls less often and shorter length of time. You will be okay but you need to ask for help first.

It's something you can't control. And that's okay

sounds like you're having anxiety this causes you to dwell but anxiety and depression go hand in hand so please go talk to somebody and get yourself some help trust me it does wonders just to simply talk to a professional