I know how you feel.. I'm going through the same thing with my ex and Hornet at the moment. I don't even love him anymore, I just miss talking to him.

Try and stay strong... Good luck!

Edit - wow homophobic crowd 😂

You or a friend of yours contact your ex and tell him to block you on facebook. Then privatize all of his information and lock down his profile so you can't stalk him.

Maybe it's time to download Grindr...

You need help, but at least you admit it. That’s the first step

Therapy. Now. Or start preparing your alibi.

have been there. honestly u just need time. it will heal. advice from China

Well, at least you are trying. After pining for someone for a long time, I found something that works, although it still takes time: The thing is to control your thoughts as far as possible. Every time you think of him, remind yourself that he does not want you anymore rather than dwelling on how much you miss him. Good luck!