first of all I'm so sorry for your loss. and I'm sorry you have to be alone, what about doing something to honor him? like write him a letter or a poem, light a candle, go and get one of his fav foods and enjoy it while thinking of him, do something for yourself, visit his grave if you can and have a good cry if you need to. I know this won't bring him back or make your grieving process any easier but I hope this helps at least a little bit, I don't know you but I'm sending you lots of love today 💗

Not every culture commemorates the anniversary of the passing of a loved one. My wife is Jewish and she does. That seemed odd and morbid to me as I was raised as a Christian and unless the deceased was a real A-hole, their death was considered to be a time of their “going back home to be with God.” I tell you this to point out that different cultures and religions handle the death of a loved one differently. Nobody has a lock on the best way to do it - Just be aware that people deal with grief and separation differently depending on their personality, culture and beliefs.

I am very sorry for your loss

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