Today, I realized that I could have slept all day yesterday and it would've changed nothing. I don't talk to anyone and I don't do anything. My presence or lack of presence in this world means nothing and affects nobody. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, I realized that I’m just living. Nothing I want matters. Just the same repetitive thing day after day. What must I do for things to change? FML
Today, time is going by way too fast and I don't know what I'm even doing with my life anymore. I realized all I do is sit in bed all day and mope. I'm such a boring person. How did this happen? FML
Today, I hate fucking existing. I could literally die right now and know one would ever even check on me for months. I’ve literally gone 4 months with no work, locked in my house the whole time, and never received a text, phone call, or a knock at the door. Not a single person thought about me. FML
Today, I realized that my social life is so dead that the only thing I do that involves other people is read FML. I don't even participate in the comments. FML
Today, I realised I'm one of those people who can talk without caring if anyone is listening. I was telling my husband about something, and noticed he was asleep. I checked our living room camera. He was asleep when I got home and I just started talking, for 20 minutes, without realising he was asleep. FML
Today, I woke up and realized that the "nice dream" I'd had was just about talking to people. FML
Today, I thought it was yesterday, I went to school for nothing. FML
Today, I realized why my depression is so bad. No matter how hard I try, I have always been a replaceable presence in everyone's lives, and I have never felt like anyone couldn't live without me. Not even family. FML
Today, I didn’t get much done because I woke up late and therefore didn’t have much time. No wait, that was yesterday. Today I didn’t get much done because I woke up EARLY and was miserably tired and good for nothing all day. FML
Today, I woke up to the realization that the 2-hour nap I wanted to take before I went out with my friends last night was actually a 12-hour nap. I missed everything. FML
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Top comments
Lydmyers 9
Don't be so harsh on yourself. You are important to this world, even if you don't see it. You are worthy of love and happiness.
Chazzster 32
That sounds like depression talking. Depression can make us lose perspective of our own worth and value. If this happens very often you should seek help from a mental health professional. While sometimes friends and family can help, most mental health conditions really need a trained professional.
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Lydmyers 9
Don't be so harsh on yourself. You are important to this world, even if you don't see it. You are worthy of love and happiness.
cathugger 21
things will get better, i promise! message me if you need someone to talk to
Chazzster 32
That sounds like depression talking. Depression can make us lose perspective of our own worth and value. If this happens very often you should seek help from a mental health professional. While sometimes friends and family can help, most mental health conditions really need a trained professional.
CuriousEKitty 21
Im sorry you feel that way. Don't be so harsh on yourself okay? Your presence matters more than you know. Sending virtual hugs! And positive vibes
CuriousEKitty 21
Im sorry you feel that way. Don't be so harsh on yourself okay? Your presence matters more than you know. Sending virtual hugs! And positive vibes
ZT 1
I know it doesn't mean much but as someone in a similar situation. it's about baby steps, little things in the day that make you feel good. that warm cup of coffee in the morning or chilling with your cat and watching a movie.
pRblack 2
I feel this, too. Even if I wanted to try being the happy me, I can't help it but to feel nothing at the end of the day.
Huldan MeGroyn 13
That sounds like depression and I urge you to talk to someone. This is not a rabbit hole to **** around with, and you really need to seek help