Today, I realized how bad my depression has gotten when I caught myself fantasizing about suicide while having sex with my husband. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, after being severely depressed for a week, I was having sex with my boyfriend when got so anxious that I threw up. FML
Today, I realized that I'm so depressed that I can't even watch porn without getting upset about how I can't get laid. FML
Today, I realized that sex with my husband has gotten so boring that I'd rather fake an orgasm than let him continue. FML
Today, I masturbated 3 times to the thought of my wife because we don't have sex anymore. FML
Today, I realised just how cripplingly self-conscious I am, when I couldn't even fantasise about having sex with a guy without feeling shy and insecure about my body. FML
Today, I realized that due to my anti-depressants, I can no longer orgasm. At. All. Which depresses me more. FML
Today, and for months now, the meds that stop me from killing myself have killed my sex drive. My boyfriend, being stressed at work, initially assured me that his was also non existent and not to worry. I found out he's been wanking every day and hiding it from me so I don't feel bad. Now I know, I feel fucking awful. FML
Today, I realized my marriage makes me feel like I'm just passing time until death. FML
Today, I realized just how much my bad sex life has started affecting me, when after not being able to climax from masturbating, I instinctively faked an orgasm. FML
Today, I had a panic attack because my boyfriend thought it would be sexy to choke me in the middle of sex. FML
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Dom_Olivares 12
Talk it out with your husband or someone else!
Eliseopwns 22
We all have problems. At least you know and acknowledge yours.
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Comments (181)
wowz234 2
you know, the first step is acknowledgement and awareness...I hope you get some help and find the strength to get through this difficult time!
who10nanny 8
OP, I can totally relate. I have depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder. Seek therapy and try to keep your chin up. You do not want to commit suicide. I've tried twice & obviously, both were unsuccessful. My life is better than it's ever been now thanks to the help I got. As cliche as it sounds, stay strong. :)
ladywhitestripes 2
I hope you get some help
guttedbrit 26
I suggest you go to see someone you can solve this with, nobody should feel that way and I do hope you sort it soon. And keep your husband close, he loves you and will understand.
MzNViziBLe 8
I hope you are seeking help OP
ShoyuSauceSoup 26
You need to get help. Depression is a very serious thing.
Curlytwirly22 17
That could mean one of one things either you hate home or you hate him sorry OP
adiebugg 2
Oh my... Please get some help, you shouldn't have to live with these thoughts and feelings. Hope things turn around for you.
nm_98 3
U should really get some help honestly you will feel better!!!! Good luck OP
MarkToast 19
if youre ever depressed, think about a t-rex making a bed