Sounds like toxic masculinity not letting you get in touch with your emotions

That is what we call buyer's remorse.

One person in the comments section has it right so far. Go see a psychologist & see if you can get to the root of the problem. You know that there's something wrong, and you're willing to admit it. That's the first step, and an indication that you can be helped.

Highkey reminds me of dexter

The fact that you WANT to make a connection with people and realize you have issues with social skills does not make you a sociopath or narcissist. Neither of those types of people will admit to themselves, let alone the internet that they have a problem. Talk to a therapist!

To be fair, there's a difference between 'opening up' and 'opening up'. I am one of the most compassionate, empathetic and warm people you'll meet, always worrying about what others feel and trying to help. But that doesn't mean I 'want to connect' and 9 times out of 10 I hate every minute of someone opening up when it's a never-ending stream of verbal diarrhoea consisting of 'toxic masculinity, the oppression of women by the evil Western patriarchy, the new lipgloss a Kardashian is promoting, what they're Instagramming, how your unborn child needs to have permission to use your uterus, etc'. Perhaps you just have low bullshit and entitled behaviour threshold? It's hard to stay interested in people's vapid personalities these days.

The first step to solving a problem is admitting you have one. Congrats on completing the first step!

I know a fellow sociopath when I see one, and you're definitely not one. It sounds like you just don't like listening to other people talk, which is different than being a sociopath.

You don't deserve it at all. But I think that actually sounds very common. I think a lot of people find it hard. Don't judge your insides by other people's outsides.

Narcissist, yes. Sociopath? Probably not.