Time to pick a field to specialize in

Many jobs don't require specific knowledge. They train you for the task. You can be a barista, waiter, janitor, delivery boy, stock boy, field hand, ditch digger, etc.

This my friend is why you pick a specialty that: (1) You have some interest in and talents for. (2) Results in decent employment opportunities. There is an ultimate point to an education - To prepare you for life and a career, not for the entertainment value of the process. If you don’t pay attention to where you are going you won’t get where you want to go.

I feel your pain

You've got exactly what it takes to be a spy. Or a handyman. Depends of your tolerance to stress.