Your comment shattered the hopes of most FMLers. And OP, It's still like a movie, a touching movie.

Yeah, but I wanted a kick ass movie. Like, to have the plane explode and to have to swim half way through the ocean. Maybe fight off a shark and be abducted by a mermaid prince. He could have been all "I want to make you my bride" Then I would have to escape from a dungeon. Then turned up at her doorstep and been all "No, no problems at all" I am kinda... I'm not exactly sure how to feel though. It is a bit awkward because I don't want to make her feel awkward and that just makes it more awkward. And I'm really not good at leaving the house for even a day, let alone the country. I really miss the comfort and security that being at home brings me.

Cool username, OP. Wanna update us on your 35 days in the future to let us know what happened?

Ok OP, your life is not a movie. First time meeting someone is sometimes awkward, and what she said about not knowing what she feels for you just made it worse. England is beautiful place, try to use the 30 some days to your advantage. have fun together as friends and see if you guys are meant to be together, if not you can stay friends. Edit: I didn't mean to post this twice. Hate it when that happens

"Y'all"? "Kick ass"? Americanisms, mate. If you really are an Aussie, maybe she would prefer you to speak like one. If you were already having issues, I think it's naive of you to think meeting face to face would help solve it. It's more likely to put an even bigger strain on the relationship. But good on you for giving it a go. By the end of the holiday you should both know if it's going to work out. Meanwhile give her a bit of breathing space & do some sightseeing, even if its just in the local area. Give her the option to join you, or not. Good luck OP.

Dude, your an Aussie, dont you fight off sharks in your free time?

No, no. It's nothing like that. She's far too sweet for that. It's more like I don't want to be with anyone right now.

"Chances on there lying big time?" Is that even English?! Also, OP said nothing about her girlfriend lying to her.

Yes of course because people NEVER LIE when they are speaking face to face.... As if ....

If you don't want to be the bad guy then don't be. Don't be that guy.

There are plenty of online relationships which have worked - you can't really say "you deserved it" because OP fell in love with someone who was far away from her. I say good on you for trying and it's good that you've at least gained a friend from all of this, even if nothing else.

Strike most of that. You're a chick, aren't you? Well. Gee. I guess the complicated part goes double in this case, right?

It's true, on all accounts. ^^; I'm not mad or anything, Not even really disappointed, but at the same time I am. It's hard to describe. but it'll all work out :3 And thank you for noticing I am a chick. You have to be the first one. *gives prize*

Heh, things get especially difficult when you fall in love with a member of the same sex. But it's true, things have a habit of working out one way or another. Hopefully someday soon you'll be able to experience the unadulterated love you hoped to find when you came here, it's a pretty incredible thing when it happens. And I'm glad -one- of us is enjoying the cold. It's not so fun when you're a ranger in the wild wastelands of Wales.

Nice cat.