Today, my boyfriend and I had sex for the first time. I'm extremely uncomfortable with eye contact, but he kept staring into my eyes the entire time. I had to sing the F.U.N. song from Spongebob in my head to stop myself having an anxiety attack. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, it was my first time with my new boyfriend. I told him what an awesome body he has. He seemed a little embarrassed and stuttered, "Uh, well, uh, you have nice eyes." Goodbye self esteem. FML
Today, my boyfriend convinced me to "dirty talk" with him. I'd never done it before, so I figured I would give it a go. I ended up getting so excited that I had an anxiety attack. FML
Today, my boyfriend and I had sex for the first time. Instead of moaning like any normal person, he just kept saying stuff like "Uh-huh," "Not too bad," and "Yup" in a complete monotone. It was probably the most uncomfortable experience of my life. FML
Today, I finally felt ready to have sex for the first time, with my boyfriend of nearly 8 months. When I told him, things became intimate and pants came off. He then looked at me and said, "Yeah, I can't do this." The rest of the night was spent in awkward silence. FML
Today, I spent my first night at my boyfriend's place, and my first night sleeping beside him. I woke up in the early hours to him holding me and muttering in his sleep something like "surprise fisting". I'm beyond terrified. FML
Today, while making out with my boyfriend, I slightly opened my eyes during it and saw him with his eyes wide open, watching TV. FML
Today, I began to sign "I love you" to my boyfriend from across the room. I ended up just poking myself in the eye. FML
Today, it was my first time having a make out session with my boyfriend. I got so nervous that a few minutes into it, I had to stop to take my inhaler. This happened twice more afterwards. FML
Today, I looked my boyfriend in the eyes and said, "I love y-" He cut me off with, "Babe, a blowjob's worth a thousand words" and held eye contact until I awkwardly excused myself. FML
Today, my boyfriend and I were getting intimate. As I started getting close to having my first ever orgasm, I got extremely short of breath and started hyperventilating. His reaction was to cover my mouth to shut me up. FML
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Boopycat 15
Could have just closed your eyes?
GOtllt 17
Try telling him that you don't like it, and he'll probably stop.,Maybe he thinks you enjoy it?
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Comments (153)
rocketgurl 15
Aw I'm sorry OP. I hope you and your boyfriend can find a way to work around your anxieties.
LadyAthena 20
If you can't tell Him you don't like eye contact you shouldn't be having sex with them. Sex is most fun when you are comfortable
CaroAurelia 12
I probably have no room to give sexual/romantic advice because my love life is a shambles and my sex life is nonexistent, but just tell him that eye contact makes you uncomfortable. Honestly, OP and everyone else, if you don't feel like you can say "I don't feel comfortable with x" to your sexual partner, you should not be having sex with them.
cheertrombonist 9
F is for friends who do "stuff" together, U is for "you and me" *wink wink*, N is for "anywhere" and "anytime" at all, "down here" in the deep blue sea! Too much? ha
tiffs1021 14
You have not yet reached the necessary level of maturity for sex...
Fayern 13
I don't see where that is your place to judge or what your basis for that judgment is.
idecim8 5
Some guys do it because they like to see your expression when your getting tha D!!! Just tell him the truth and you'll figure it out. It's not a big deal.
bryce0110 23
Well that song does sound sort of sexual if you think about it.
His_Princess_22 6
uhmm , if you can't look him in the eyes you probably shouldn't **** him .. js .
Fayern 13
If you read OP's post at all, you would know it wasn't HIM specifically. Eye contact in general makes her uncomfortable. With your reasonings, she, and a lot of other people shouldn't sleep with anyone. Period.
YourSpecialJoy 15
This is the most relatable FML I have ever read. I am usually quite okay with eye contact, but I can't do it while having sex because I'm asexual. It makes me super anxious when I look into their eyes while I have sex. I communicated this, and I close my eyes so that its not so bad.
Sudden_flame57 5
I'm sorry, but that's hilarious