Today, I realized how bad my depression has gotten when I caught myself fantasizing about suicide while having sex with my husband. FML
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A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, after being severely depressed for a week, I was having sex with my boyfriend when got so anxious that I threw up. FML
Today, I realized that I'm so depressed that I can't even watch porn without getting upset about how I can't get laid. FML
Today, I realized that sex with my husband has gotten so boring that I'd rather fake an orgasm than let him continue. FML
Today, I masturbated 3 times to the thought of my wife because we don't have sex anymore. FML
Today, I realised just how cripplingly self-conscious I am, when I couldn't even fantasise about having sex with a guy without feeling shy and insecure about my body. FML
Today, I realized that due to my anti-depressants, I can no longer orgasm. At. All. Which depresses me more. FML
Today, and for months now, the meds that stop me from killing myself have killed my sex drive. My boyfriend, being stressed at work, initially assured me that his was also non existent and not to worry. I found out he's been wanking every day and hiding it from me so I don't feel bad. Now I know, I feel fucking awful. FML
Today, I realized my marriage makes me feel like I'm just passing time until death. FML
Today, I realized just how much my bad sex life has started affecting me, when after not being able to climax from masturbating, I instinctively faked an orgasm. FML
Today, I had a panic attack because my boyfriend thought it would be sexy to choke me in the middle of sex. FML
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Top comments
Dom_Olivares 12
Talk it out with your husband or someone else!
Eliseopwns 22
We all have problems. At least you know and acknowledge yours.
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Comments (181)
ThaPrelude 11
Just get it done with already!
Laith 12
Time to spice things up!!!!
Ohnoitsapenguin 5
I'm not an expert but it seems like you need to talk to someone, maybe your husband or a doctor??
Likian5 26
Now that you know about your condition, definitely get some help.
strike2867 13
Remember, suicide is the long term solution to a temporary problem.
FrankHotpants 31
This can't be normal
AssassinGirl089 5
you are loved, try to stay positive. I know it can be hard sometimes.
BZRNRG360 2
Guro?
honestygirl8322 6
Hey if you need to talk to someone, you can call 273-talk. They will be happy to listen.
psycheiris13 20
Sorry OP, I hope after having the courage to talk to someone about this and getting the help you need, things will get better for you. Stay strong. :)