Today, I realized how bad my depression has gotten when I caught myself fantasizing about suicide while having sex with my husband. FML
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Today, after being severely depressed for a week, I was having sex with my boyfriend when got so anxious that I threw up. FML
Today, I realized that I'm so depressed that I can't even watch porn without getting upset about how I can't get laid. FML
Today, I realized that sex with my husband has gotten so boring that I'd rather fake an orgasm than let him continue. FML
Today, I masturbated 3 times to the thought of my wife because we don't have sex anymore. FML
Today, I realised just how cripplingly self-conscious I am, when I couldn't even fantasise about having sex with a guy without feeling shy and insecure about my body. FML
Today, I realized that due to my anti-depressants, I can no longer orgasm. At. All. Which depresses me more. FML
Today, and for months now, the meds that stop me from killing myself have killed my sex drive. My boyfriend, being stressed at work, initially assured me that his was also non existent and not to worry. I found out he's been wanking every day and hiding it from me so I don't feel bad. Now I know, I feel fucking awful. FML
Today, I realized my marriage makes me feel like I'm just passing time until death. FML
Today, I realized just how much my bad sex life has started affecting me, when after not being able to climax from masturbating, I instinctively faked an orgasm. FML
Today, I had a panic attack because my boyfriend thought it would be sexy to choke me in the middle of sex. FML
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Top comments
Dom_Olivares 12
Talk it out with your husband or someone else!
Eliseopwns 22
We all have problems. At least you know and acknowledge yours.
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Comments (181)
Red_Rising 13
I've heard great things about Zoloft
Zeroace 18
Please get help suicide is not the answer.
_awkwardturtle_ 2
I know how you are feeling right now but please at least find someone to talk to if your husband isn't one of them. I'm assuming things aren't the best with him? If not you should focus on yourself and getting better, not trying to make him happy.
LyricaSilvan 30
Wow. You might wanna talk to somebody about that. Get those feelings out before they poison you.
fantasyworld 39
I encourage you to please please get some help.
Tyrax 16
I hope you got some help after noticing. I really wish there was a followup to this one.
QueenUK 21
other half to QueenUK~ not to be mean but if he can make feel good both in and out of bed then he's not the right man for you trust me I should now QueenUK has depression and no matter how bad she gets I get her to talk to me bc of her depression so if he can't make you feel better then you might need someone in your life that will make you feel better even on those types of days ~Spiderman
Emma Marshall_738558922 12
Is that depression or just weirdly kinky shit?