Today, I realized how bad my depression has gotten when I caught myself fantasizing about suicide while having sex with my husband. FML
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Today, after being severely depressed for a week, I was having sex with my boyfriend when got so anxious that I threw up. FML
Today, I realized that I'm so depressed that I can't even watch porn without getting upset about how I can't get laid. FML
Today, I realized that sex with my husband has gotten so boring that I'd rather fake an orgasm than let him continue. FML
Today, I masturbated 3 times to the thought of my wife because we don't have sex anymore. FML
Today, I realised just how cripplingly self-conscious I am, when I couldn't even fantasise about having sex with a guy without feeling shy and insecure about my body. FML
Today, I realized that due to my anti-depressants, I can no longer orgasm. At. All. Which depresses me more. FML
Today, and for months now, the meds that stop me from killing myself have killed my sex drive. My boyfriend, being stressed at work, initially assured me that his was also non existent and not to worry. I found out he's been wanking every day and hiding it from me so I don't feel bad. Now I know, I feel fucking awful. FML
Today, I realized my marriage makes me feel like I'm just passing time until death. FML
Today, I realized just how much my bad sex life has started affecting me, when after not being able to climax from masturbating, I instinctively faked an orgasm. FML
Today, I had a panic attack because my boyfriend thought it would be sexy to choke me in the middle of sex. FML
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Dom_Olivares 12
Talk it out with your husband or someone else!
Eliseopwns 22
We all have problems. At least you know and acknowledge yours.
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Comments (181)
gwright4life 2
You should never consider suicide, I have had family members go through with it and it's not the way to go, think about your family it would tear them apart, you would be leaving all of your loved ones behind, people can help you, people care and no matter how tough things get there is always help for you. The world can be hard sometimes but suicide is not the answer, talk about it with someone, get some help, you can fix things, there's always a way to overcome even the hardest of struggles
thejust666 6
I would be your friend.
K_lovesnutella 0
Don't be suicidal please!You are worth it I promise.Just keep fighting,focus on the positive and not the negative.It's just a phase,keep fighting with the strength you have until you see sunshine!God is testing you to see how you will react, just keep believing and praying to Him.He will prevail.
caligirllife 11
I hope you come out of your depression
itzjstnx 18
talk to someone about this. Seek help!!!
SouthernGrl94 14
uhm, you might wanna talk to a psychiatrist about getting you on or upping your dosage of antidepresants...
MrFuckingFrazier 3
Talk to somebody instead of posting it on FML. That is a very serious issue that should not be kept bottled up inside
mommahotness 1
I'm just sorry. After enough years, it gets better.
Rookiemom 9
OP, please don't do anything to hurt yourself! Nothing lasts forever, even your current pain. Please talk to your husband or anyone close. If you don't have anyone, reply to this and you can talk to me in private. :)
sam1507 6
That bad huh??