Today, I realized how bad my depression has gotten when I caught myself fantasizing about suicide while having sex with my husband. FML
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Dead leaves, the first cold of the season and an umbrella flipped inside out: fall, the season of grace.
Today, after being severely depressed for a week, I was having sex with my boyfriend when got so anxious that I threw up. FML
Today, I realized that I'm so depressed that I can't even watch porn without getting upset about how I can't get laid. FML
Today, I realized that sex with my husband has gotten so boring that I'd rather fake an orgasm than let him continue. FML
Today, I masturbated 3 times to the thought of my wife because we don't have sex anymore. FML
Today, I realised just how cripplingly self-conscious I am, when I couldn't even fantasise about having sex with a guy without feeling shy and insecure about my body. FML
Today, I realized that due to my anti-depressants, I can no longer orgasm. At. All. Which depresses me more. FML
Today, and for months now, the meds that stop me from killing myself have killed my sex drive. My boyfriend, being stressed at work, initially assured me that his was also non existent and not to worry. I found out he's been wanking every day and hiding it from me so I don't feel bad. Now I know, I feel fucking awful. FML
Today, I realized my marriage makes me feel like I'm just passing time until death. FML
Today, I realized just how much my bad sex life has started affecting me, when after not being able to climax from masturbating, I instinctively faked an orgasm. FML
Today, I had a panic attack because my boyfriend thought it would be sexy to choke me in the middle of sex. FML
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Top comments
Dom_Olivares 12
Talk it out with your husband or someone else!
Eliseopwns 22
We all have problems. At least you know and acknowledge yours.
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Comments (181)
cgirl5 4
I'm so sorry :( I have been there
thaliah 15
We've all been there. It gets better.
bgdkmcgee 10
Get some help
glargle 1
Emotions suck, don't they? Hopefully you have someone you can talk to, and if not I'm available for correspondence.
6pointstuntin 12
now thaz a dark popshot
djmac104 7
*ba dum tis*
doglover100 29
Please please get some help.
darkfireflame 15
GET. HELP.
Punphmelch 9
Please get some help OP. I have depression as well (specifically extreme anxiety, severely extreme stress and extremely severe depression), and even my doctor was almost begging me to see a psychiatrist as well as take meds, until we found out the meds were working (big relief to me since we can't afford a psychiatrist!) I am happy that you have been strong enough to admit you have depression, but as I said before, please get some help before you actually hurt yourself.
midnafan1 3
You haven't found your soul mate then.