Today, I realized how bad my depression has gotten when I caught myself fantasizing about suicide while having sex with my husband. FML
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Today, after being severely depressed for a week, I was having sex with my boyfriend when got so anxious that I threw up. FML
Today, I realized that I'm so depressed that I can't even watch porn without getting upset about how I can't get laid. FML
Today, I realized that sex with my husband has gotten so boring that I'd rather fake an orgasm than let him continue. FML
Today, I masturbated 3 times to the thought of my wife because we don't have sex anymore. FML
Today, I realised just how cripplingly self-conscious I am, when I couldn't even fantasise about having sex with a guy without feeling shy and insecure about my body. FML
Today, I realized that due to my anti-depressants, I can no longer orgasm. At. All. Which depresses me more. FML
Today, and for months now, the meds that stop me from killing myself have killed my sex drive. My boyfriend, being stressed at work, initially assured me that his was also non existent and not to worry. I found out he's been wanking every day and hiding it from me so I don't feel bad. Now I know, I feel fucking awful. FML
Today, I realized my marriage makes me feel like I'm just passing time until death. FML
Today, I realized just how much my bad sex life has started affecting me, when after not being able to climax from masturbating, I instinctively faked an orgasm. FML
Today, I had a panic attack because my boyfriend thought it would be sexy to choke me in the middle of sex. FML
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Dom_Olivares 12
Talk it out with your husband or someone else!
Eliseopwns 22
We all have problems. At least you know and acknowledge yours.
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Comments (181)
RedPillSucks 33
Holy Mother of God! How bad is sex if you need to think of suicide to divert your attention? Have a frank discussion with your husband AND some sort of councillor... We do not want to watch your life unfold on "Snapped".
swick25 22
OP did not say the reason she was thinking about suicide was because of bad sex. Pay attention to what you freaking read. She stated that her depression is that bad that she was thinking about it. No where does it say it is because of bad sex with her husband idiot.
NagainaFier 16
People are joking about bad sex because if it was good sex, one can only assume OP would be thinking 'Oh God!' instead of 'I wonder how many pills it would take'. Learn to infer ;)
traviscool 12
it can't be that bad, at least you have a husband!
evilplatypus 39
Imagine if someone said that to Anne Boleyn?
who10nanny 8
Yep, because having a spouse really eliminates all mental issues! -_-
DanielleinDC 34
Sometimes having a spouse causes or exacerbates some mental issues. I speak from experience. But seriously, OP, you need to talk to a mental health professional and get some help if your depression is that bad. Hopefully, the doctor can find a medication that will alleviate your symptoms.
booboohoney 12
Seek help, not being facetious at all...
Enslaved 38
During sex?-- How would you do it? Swallowing poison or getting stabbed? Time to break out the DVD and watch "It's a Wonderful Life".
perdix 31
#17, in her version of the movie, she gets to look in on her husband as a "confirmed bachelor" masturbating to Internet ****. After seeing that, she won't be begging Clarence to let her live!
kasmol 16
Ever seen the movie Se7en? There are interesting ways it could be done.
DavidKnows 11
What's wrong w masturbating?
DavidKnows 11
Perdix?
Tali147 16
Please talk to someone! Maybe starting with your husband?
ZorroRooster 19
Stop waiting. Get some help. There's no shame in it
p_nafnaf_fml 12
This is absolutely not something to take as a joke! you should immediately talk to someone ! Hope you'll get better the soonest possible!!!!
Dodge4x4Ram 46
seek help, it doesn't help to keep it hiding, it makes it worse.
doglover100 29
Please tell someone. Suicide is never the answer.
tukies 28
No reason to delay, go talk to someone today.