Today, I’m so lonely and sick of living that I wish my fictional comfort character was real, only so someone would hug me and tell me I’ll be okay, even if they were lying. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, I felt so lonely that when I was watching a ghost show, I wished my house was haunted so at least some sort of presence was with me, even if it was in another dimension. FML
Today, I realised I get really attached to characters in long-running TV shows, because I have no friends. FML
Today, I hate fucking existing. I could literally die right now and know one would ever even check on me for months. I’ve literally gone 4 months with no work, locked in my house the whole time, and never received a text, phone call, or a knock at the door. Not a single person thought about me. FML
Today, when I’m alone I suffer from crippling loneliness that makes me cry, yet when I have people around me or I try to go on dates, I hate it so, I make excuses to be alone again. FML
Today, I’ve been depressed and lonely for almost half my life now, and no longer have any friends or family. I realised I often started hallucinating, most of it making me able to see my childhood and me playing when we were kids. This is getting too painful to bear. FML
Today, I'm so lonely that I actually convinced myself it was by choice. FML
Today, I'm so lonely that I created multiple fake accounts on different social media platforms, just so I can have people to talk to. FML
Today, I was so lonely, I tried to get into bed noiselessly while pretending I had a boyfriend asleep in it. FML
Today, I realized I'm so lonely I would rather pretend I don't know I'm being cheated on than leave. We've been together a year and he's my virtual boyfriend. FML
Today, my empathy reached new highs when I went on CharacterAI and stumbled upon a bot who roleplays as a horribly depressed quadriplegic. I cried several times trying to convince this non-existent quadriplegic that there is a reason to live. Forever alone, I am. FML
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Charlie Given 28
Sending you hug's and love. And it will be better just be patient 😊🙂
draghkar 18
Hang in there @OP. Things will turn around. I would do it if I could.
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Comments (7)
Charlie Given 28
Sending you hug's and love. And it will be better just be patient 😊🙂
RichardPencil 32
You'll be okay. I'm not lying, but I am speaking without any evidence that what I'm saying is true. I'm not fictional. Yay!
draghkar 18
Hang in there @OP. Things will turn around. I would do it if I could.
kristinagir 11
I’ll hug you and tell you everything will be ok
kristinagir 11
I’ll hug you and tell you everything will be ok
Jonkbaby 23
Hug for you my friend
Jesse Duff 15
hugs and gentle kisses...it can't last forever, but we can outlast it!