Today, when I’m alone I suffer from crippling loneliness that makes me cry, yet when I have people around me or I try to go on dates, I hate it so, I make excuses to be alone again. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, my love life comes down to a choice in loneliness: I can either be alone, because I never meet anyone these days, let alone an interesting guy. Or, I can go back to my ex, who I left because he made me feel alone while sitting right next to him. FML
Today, I realized I'm more happier alone than I ever will with somebody else. FML
Today, I'm so lonely that I actually convinced myself it was by choice. FML
Today, I was finally alone for the first time in a year. I thought I'd go to a restaurant, but ended up getting there before they opened. While waiting, I listened to music, only to end up crying for several minutes because I haven't had a girlfriend since 2010, and never will again. FML
Today, I have accepted that if I try to spend time with my girlfriend, she will come up with any excuse to avoid me, but when I want to do something by myself, she will be at my elbow every ten seconds, loudly whining that she wants to spend time together and that I'm mean. Talking has yet to fix anything. FML
Today, I have a family but I just feel all alone and unloved, almost on the verge of depression. I just wanna cry. My wife is always threatening me with divorce and says she can’t stand the sight of me, and my son hates me. I just wanna feel like somebody is there for me and that I can lean on someone else. FML
Today, I realized how alone I truly was when I caught myself talking to a podcast. FML
Today, I realized I will never find love again. I broke down after I finally realized that no woman will love me like I used to be loved. I have not dated anyone for almost 10 years. I try to go on dates, to no avail. I will forever be alone and I will forever be tortured by my loneliness. FML
Today, I was dumped once again, all because I had to cancel a date due to a fibromyalgia flare up that confined me to bed for a few days. This happens with every guy I get close to. I think I need to come to terms with the fact that I shouldn’t even bother dating, and that I’ll be alone with my cats forever. FML
Today, I noticed that my weekend hobby is crying. I live in a city where I don't have a single friend or relative. FML
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SAgirl 23
That sounds quite self destructive, if you can afford it go see a therapist. If not then maybe try being in public places with a moderate amount of people around you. Or around people that have the same hobbies, that way you'll have similar interests to talk about if you feel up to it, might help a little.
DLBL 23
Many places have free or sliding-scale therapists. Worth looking into.
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SAgirl 23
That sounds quite self destructive, if you can afford it go see a therapist. If not then maybe try being in public places with a moderate amount of people around you. Or around people that have the same hobbies, that way you'll have similar interests to talk about if you feel up to it, might help a little.
DLBL 23
Many places have free or sliding-scale therapists. Worth looking into.