Today, my parents screamed at me for cutting my wrists. They asked me if I wanted a therapist. I said that I didn't know. Then my mom said, "But wait, it's going to cost a lot of money!" FML
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Today, my shrink diagnosed me as severely depressive, due to a lot of stress and yells at home. After the session, my parents argued about whose fault it was and then went on to yell at me for being depressive and wasting their money. FML
Today, I finally broke down and told my mom that I'd relapsed with my eating disorder. She told me to quit whining and eat a burger, because she didn't want to pay for another therapy session. FML
Today, I called 911 and got taken to hospital via ambulance after a suicide attempt. When I called my mom, the first thing she asked was, "How much is the ambulance going to cost?" FML
Today, I had to give up going to a therapist because it was too expensive and my parents couldn't afford it. Meanwhile, a girl in my class is getting a therapist for her dog. FML
Today, my therapist told me that I need to do something different with my hair. Then I paid her. FML
Today, I finally convinced my mum to take me to a psychologist. As soon as he sat me down and asked me how I was doing, my mum burst into tears and went on a rant about how her life is terrible and she regrets everything. I was asked to sit in the waiting room. She used up my whole hour. FML
Today, while I was cutting myself some watermelon, my mom walked in. I could tell she hadn't taken her medication in a while because she freaked out, grabbed the knife, and burst into tears before yelling at me, saying I could have cut myself and bled out. FML
Today, my mother threw a fit because the psychologist she got me suggested I visit a psychiatrist. Apparently, it's my fault because I "choose" to be so "crazy". FML
Today, my mom read my diary. Then she frantically booked me an appointment with a psychiatrist. FML
Today, I told my mom I loved her and she asked if I was going to kill myself. FML
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RichardPencil 32
Remind her that funerals are expensive, too.
Shawnie Gallant 24
Then speak to a school councillor or a CPS worker. There are ways to obtain help, and if they won’t do it, it’s neglectful. Clearly someone who commented doesn’t get how it works.
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Shawnie Gallant 24
Then speak to a school councillor or a CPS worker. There are ways to obtain help, and if they won’t do it, it’s neglectful. Clearly someone who commented doesn’t get how it works.
Shawnie Gallant 24
Someone’s defensive. Kids reach out in different ways.
raven_of_azarath 35
Cutting isn’t only attention or death. When my depression was at its worst, I would cut my thighs where no one could see as a form of punishment/release. Studies have even shown that cutting releases the feel good chemical, endorphins, just like heroin does.
stormy0307 16
As others suggested, go talk to a school counselor, administrator, police officer or trusted teacher. They can help you find they help you need.
TumblrweedPasses 11
Attention seeking We've all been teens and we've all seen the kid that cuts and advertises it everywhere Try getting help from adults and get attention in more positive ways kid
mssileas 25
Because obviously that worked out very well so far. Ignorant POS.
alycion 39
Sometimes it’s an actual cry for help since everyone is missing the other signs. Next time you feel the need op, call 911. I wish I would have. It would not have taken so long to get the help I needed.
RichardPencil 32
Remind her that funerals are expensive, too.
jbuckets_404 39
AND non-cancellable/ non-refundable.... :-(
ojosRojos 28
Most of these comments are gross. OP, I’m sorry you’re going through a hard time. When I was younger, I was able to get a certain number of therapy sessions for free under my parents’ insurance. You should definitely talk to a professional! I hope you get the help you need <3
jbuckets_404 39
"So go get a job at McDonald's to pay for your own therapy, our dear child," your parents then said.... /sarcasm OP, you have my best wishes & prayers for you. Been there myself.... There ARE much better coping skills than cutting to handle the stress in your life, but unfortunately not every therapist/ counselor is qualified or experienced enough to carefully/ gently/ effectively help you through it. Hang in there until you find somebody that you're comfortable with. It's well worth the time, effort, & money though. Life IS worth living! :-)
Alup132 22
As someone who’s dealt with depression and been hospitalized 4 times, know that sometimes they’ll work with you for payment plans. I was actually hospitalized last May after driving to an ER because I was afraid I would lose control, and my bill for ambulance and everything (procedure, I didn’t injure myself YET) was a little over $1200 and because I was starting college in late August, they waived it off completely. Sometimes taking to a therapist may let them understand and some really caring ones who can afford it might accept a lesser payment. A life is worth more than all the money in the world. Do what you have to do to get hell, just stay safe OP. Send me a message if you need to talk to someone.
1gullible_bugger 34
I'm sure their screaming really helped the situation. 😕 I hope you get the help you need. Find someone at school or another family member to help you to get counselling. Good luck OP.
qj20117 3
I am so sorry for what you are going through and that you aren’t getting the support you need. dailystrength.org is a great online support group that I myself have used numerous times for self harm. Also a lot of therapy offices have students who need their hours to get certified who often offer sessions for free and are very helpful and eager to provide good support. It is a struggle everyday but recovery is possible. I have been free of self harm for almost 10 years, even tho I still struggle with urges and have to work at it I have gotten my life back. Hang in there and know you aren’t alone and so many people are rooting for you! Asking for help one of the hardest things to do. Good luck on your journey
Envy22 32
Praying for you. Here is the number for the Crisis helpline in Czech Republic. 222-580-697.