Today, I realized I’m so often high that being sober no longer feels "normal" to me. I don’t know any other way to cope with my emotions. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, I realized that I'm a better human being when drunk or high, because at least then I don't seem like a wind-up toy about to snap. FML
Today, I miss drugs and now I'm depressed, and now the world is fucked so there is no other option. FML
Today, and since I found out that I'm pregnant, I've been sober. I used to smoke weed to help with me depression and anxiety, but now I can't even take prescription medicine for it. I'm about to throw hands at this point. FML
Today, I noticed that I'm way more productive when I'm drinking than when I'm not. I think I just figured out why I'm related to so many alcoholics. FML
Today, as a recovering alcoholic, I'm at a conference where letting loose is expected and, to a point, encouraged. I've been sober for 2.5 years and am pretty sure I managed to piss off just about everyone with how miserable I was listening to them describe my former favorite mixed drinks and shots. I miss wine. FML
Today, I realized that my alcoholism has gotten so bad that I rotate liquor stores so the clerks don't think bad about me. FML
Today, I realized the only way for me to actually socialize is to smoke a joint. FML
Today, I realised I'm so used to being invisible that I prefer it now. Human interaction is overrated. FML
Today, I'm feeling so lonely and miserable that I started adding a few drops of whiskey to my coffee, just to make all those shitty thoughts disappear for a moment. I know that it won't really help and I need therapy, but I can't afford it right now. On the other hand, it seems that I don't really care anymore. FML
Today, honestly, I feel like my life has lost meaning. At some certain point I have lost all emotion and am just covering myself with a mask of happiness. It feels like I’m just trying to escape my own reality, with my parents on the verge of divorce. Somewhere in the last few months it’s been getting worse. FML
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poopface82 25
Weed evens me out too. I only take it in the evening, so it’s hard to find a way to even yourself out without it. I suggest meditating.
Never Let Go 18
the first step to solving the problem is to admit you have one. You've got the first step down OP. There is help out there. Even just by calling that addiction number on Google
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poopface82 25
Weed evens me out too. I only take it in the evening, so it’s hard to find a way to even yourself out without it. I suggest meditating.
Never Let Go 18
the first step to solving the problem is to admit you have one. You've got the first step down OP. There is help out there. Even just by calling that addiction number on Google