Today, I had yet another dream in which my mother and I had a sweet conversation, followed by her hugging me, and telling me she loves me. Then I woke up and remembered that my once-loving mother hasn’t spoken to me in five years, and her last words to me were, "I hope you die in a fire." FML
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Dead leaves, the first cold of the season and an umbrella flipped inside out: fall, the season of grace.
Today, I had a dream that my mom hugged me and told me she loved me. I woke up to her banging on my door, barging into my room, inspecting it, and then telling me to “just fucking kill yourself, because you're genuinely a bad person” before slamming my door. My room was perfectly clean and tidy. FML
Today, I woke up sweating and gasping for air after having a terrible nightmare. The nightmare involved my deceased mother-in-law bitching me out for being a bad influence on her daughter and threatening to cut my nuts off. Even in death, she won't leave me be. FML
Today, I dreamt of my mom. She came over to me, and said, "Hey, I'm alright, the doctors were wrong." My mom died 4 months ago due to Covid-19 complications, and waking up shouldn't be so painful. FML
Today, I told my mom I loved her and she asked if I was going to kill myself. FML
Today, I told my mom, "I love you". She responded with, "What? I never told you I loved you." FML
Today, I woke up from a nightmare that I've been having for a couple of weeks. In the nightmare I'm shot four times in the back by none other than my mother. I'm getting worried. FML
Today, for the fifth time in a row, I woke up screaming from a nightmare. My mother burst into my room, leaned in real close and said, "So help me God, if you do not stop fucking screaming, I will rip your arms off and beat you with them." I’m never sleeping again. FML
Today, I woke up only to find my half-naked drunk mother in my living room, talking in her sleep about how much she hates me. She still doesn't see what's wrong with this picture. FML
Today, I had a dream I saw my dad. I tried to talk to him, but then I woke up. He died last Monday. FML
Today, I had a dream that I was 25, unemployed, living with my parents, and still completely in love with someone who no longer feels the same way about me. Oh wait... it wasn't a dream. FML
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Ambrily 27
Why though?
bleachedraven 14
😭 that's not a mother.
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Ambrily 27
Why though?
bleachedraven 14
😭 that's not a mother.
Jonkbaby 23
Sorry, op. Hug for you
Jonkbaby 23
Not that its your issue to resolve, but I wonder if she has abandonment issues
Vesi 30
There is a LOT of context missing, here. I can't see a loving mother suddenly flipping the switch out of nowhere without some kind of reason. Did OP do something? Did she have some kind of medical crisis? Does she need to see a psychotherapist? Can't really say FYL or YDI without a lot more to understand WHY the flip.
Meg D Lariviere 3
You are victim blaming. No one deserves this, ever.
thatslifeiguess7 16
Huge hugs I've cut off my family myself. I hope you got therapy or plan to