Today, I slept maybe fifteen hours. I'm supposed to be getting better but I'm not sure if I am and that scares the hell out of me. My room is a mess and I'm hungry. Maybe if i just get one sweet kiss, I'll be alright. I'm trying. I think? I don't know. Sometimes I just feel like there's something wrong with me. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, my brain hates me and refuses to let me sleep. No matter how physically exhausted I am, my mind just keeps racing. I just wanna get some sleep! FML
Today, I reached a total of three doctors, one therapist, one psychiatrist, and five prescribed medications, all because my body refuses to let me sleep. FML
Today, I'm very ill. My throat and glands are so swollen that whenever I fall asleep, I relax too much and cut off my own air. The doctor said it's a viral infection and there's nothing they can give me, so I can choose between trying to kill myself by sleeping or staying awake for the next few days. FML
Today, I woke up to my stomach being torn up from the inside. Barely made it to the bathroom, but of course, it wasn’t the one in my room, where I could easily change my clothes after a quick shower. After running down all my new meds, I realized it had to be my new sleep aid. It was helping too. FML
Today, after religiously eating healthy, getting good sleep, and trying to keep my stress level low, I'm stuck in bed with aches, fever, sore throat, the shits and throwing up. My wedding is in 2 days. FML
Today, I guess I’m really special because my body can do things others can't, like eat loads of good food and still feel weak and malnourished. Or spend 13 hours in bed and come out bleary-eyed with lack of sleep. FML
Today, I’m stuck not being able to sleep, because the thought of someone actually caring about me occurred. FML
Today, I suddenly became really hungry at 11pm. Normally this wouldn't be an issue, but I have no snacks and everything is closed. Also, being hungry exacerbates my insomnia. Words cannot describe how miserable I am right now. FML
Today, hours before sleep, I'd thought I'd enjoy eating 4, yes 4, pieces of Millionaire's Shortbread. I now have a sugar rush, can't sleep, and I feel sick. FML
Today, I can't sleep. I don't know what's crazier, the fact that I have been lying in bed, staring at the ceiling for about 5 hours, or that I have been asking my cat for advice. FML
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Top comments
Chazzster 32
So many questions - Does OP live alone? Is OP being treated for depression or something else? … OP, at the least you sound as if you are dealing with depression. Serious cases require professional treatment. And sometimes physical illnesses bring on depression when the illness drags on. Either way you need to see a therapist or doctor.
Rake 18
This is more WTF than FML
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Chazzster 32
So many questions - Does OP live alone? Is OP being treated for depression or something else? … OP, at the least you sound as if you are dealing with depression. Serious cases require professional treatment. And sometimes physical illnesses bring on depression when the illness drags on. Either way you need to see a therapist or doctor.
Rake 18
This is more WTF than FML
Hangryko 32
You don't need a relationship to validate your worth. Please seek therapy ASAP.
FluffythePink 23
I'm going to go with this being complete AI word vomit.
MrFahrenheit200 1
It sounds like you are doing great. Keep up the energy and things will start improving. Sometimes it takes longer the deeper you’re in it. Keep up the faith and believe in yourself! ❤️🩹
BurnInDemonFire 39
Is it Opposite Day?