Today, I hate my life. I'm too smart, too dumb. I'm 5 year single after a horrific marriage and I can't seem to make any ground since. No one likes me. I can't find a job. I wish I would have died in the numerous car wrecks I've been in. This life has been too hard and I fucking hate it. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, why is life fucking me from behind like a fucking cunt? Fuck life, I hate life, fuck it, fuck everyone. Why do I suck? Why do i make always bad decisions? Why am I so fucking irresponsible and incapable of fucking anything? Why am I so useless and why do I suck at things I fucking work for and try my best for? FML
Today, I found out that my kids hate and are actively ignoring me; my wife is bipolar and she swears she hates me too after over 20 years of marriage, and my job sucks the life out of me every single day. FML
Today, I've come to terms that I'm only living to work. I'm going to be 25, no friends, never had any experience with women. Been trying all year to meet someone, hasn't worked out at all. Dead end job, school did nothing for me. I literally just exist to work, and have no happy memories at all. I give up. FML
Today, I realized I freaking hate my career. I've only got through a semester, but I feel like I can't end the four years it takes. FML
Today, I found out I'm "no longer under consideration" for all 8 of the jobs I recently applied for. I'm broke and stuck living with my ex, who's got a new boyfriend. I hate my life and myself, wish I was dead every day, and am stuck in retail hell for the foreseeable future. I barely eat and exist only to work and sleep. FML
Today, everything I touch goes wrong or into the trash. Whatever I do at work, I screw up somehow (in new ways every time) and get blamed. I worked for months on something, only for it to be scrapped. I just feel like I should give up on everything, including life. FML
Today, I'm so tired of life. I work 16 hour shifts. My fiancee takes me for granted and I mean that seriously, I have to work 16 hours, 5 days a week, come home, take care of the house and the kids, while I listen to her complain about her 40 hour week. No sex and I don't control my money. I hate my life. FML
Today, I'm ruining my own life by being incredibly lazy at my new job. It scares me, as my family is dependent on my income, and I love this job too. Why am I always on self-destruct mode? I really want to snap out of it and be hardworking like so many others I know (including my husband). FML
Today, it's my breaking point. I've been in a roommate-type marriage for too long and I've finally lost the spark of hope that made me stay. It's going to be a terrible process to rebuild my life but I can't deal like this anymore. I'd rather live in the dirt than another day here. FML
Today, and everyday for the past year and a half, I've felt miserable. I took the decision to leave, not knowing that it would be hell. Now I'm stuck thinking it's good for my future, and too scared to leave. I hate it and hate everything and everyone in this place. I want to leave and I need the courage. The future terrifies me. FML
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Chazzster 32
OP, you are also depressed. That at least can be helped. You need to see a counselor, psychologist, or psychiatrist. Then start from there… When we are depressed we tend to lose perspective and we may see no hope. That’s the depression speaking. It can get better… OP, I have a tendency towards depression. And crisis tends to make it worse either a personal crisis or a physical health crisis. You have my sympathy. I hope you are able to get help.
IceTrees 15
Yeah man, **** an FML, you're having an SOS and need to seek a professional. 988, you're never alone, brother. The world is getting harder and harder each day. We all need ti stick together. btw, **** that ****. you seem like a good Joe. Chin up, you'll be alright, mate!
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Chazzster 32
OP, you are also depressed. That at least can be helped. You need to see a counselor, psychologist, or psychiatrist. Then start from there… When we are depressed we tend to lose perspective and we may see no hope. That’s the depression speaking. It can get better… OP, I have a tendency towards depression. And crisis tends to make it worse either a personal crisis or a physical health crisis. You have my sympathy. I hope you are able to get help.
IceTrees 15
Yeah man, **** an FML, you're having an SOS and need to seek a professional. 988, you're never alone, brother. The world is getting harder and harder each day. We all need ti stick together. btw, **** that ****. you seem like a good Joe. Chin up, you'll be alright, mate!