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Today, I finally realized that my bipolar depression gets worse in hot weather. I live in Hawaii. FML
Today, I finally realized that my bipolar depression gets worse in hot weather. I live in Hawaii. FML
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Halloween
A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.
Today, I was feeling sad and depressed at work, when a customer said, “Smile. It’s nice and sunny outside.” Sunny weather makes me depressed. FML
Today, I have severe sun poisoning, a migraine, have been getting dehydrated no matter how much water I drink, and am on my period with horrible cramps. Yay summer! FML
Today, I checked my local weather forecast. The highs are supposed to be 85-94°F (29-35°C) for 9 of the next 10 days. It's been 95-102°F (35-39°C) for the past week. I have no air conditioning. I'm so tired of this heat! Fuck climate change! FML
Today, I was informed that I am, in fact, faking my depression. Why? Because I shower daily. FML
Today, I had an extremely great day, to the point that I actually forgot for a moment that I suffer from depression. When I remembered, I became inexplicably sad, as usual. FML
Today, it was my last vacation day in Hawaii. It was lovely, I was happy. Then I heard a certain song about suicide at the airport, which triggered a severe depressive episode. Then the airline misplaced the bag with my pills. Now I'm struggling with suicidal thoughts while trying not to break down and cry in public. FML
Today, I was so lonely and bored, I thought about making the most of our current heatwave by giving myself heatstroke, just so I could talk to a doctor. FML
Today, it's so insanely hot that no matter how often I shower or use deodorant the smell of my armpits makes me feel physically sick. FML
Today, I found out the psychiatrist who treats me for bipolar disorder died. He committed suicide. FML
Today, my doctor put me on a new medication that came with the warning to stay out of the sun. I live in the desert and my country is having the highest temperatures recorded ever in human history. Guess I should stock up on white, long sleeve shirts. FML.
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IamComrade 16
My manic episodes trigger when I'm not high
IamComrade 16
I live in Alaska. Our summers are HOT including fairbanks
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IamComrade 16
My manic episodes trigger when I'm not high
Yudith 28
Move to Alaska. Or better, move to Yukon or northern Alberta and get cold weather and free healthcare.
IamComrade 16
I live in Alaska. Our summers are HOT including fairbanks
ojoRojo 27
Ugh my seasonal depression was greatly affected by winter, and I lived in New York for 27 years. My husband and I moved to California almost 5 years ago and although I still get seasonal depression, it’s not nearly as severe. I see a move in your future!
RichardPencil 32
Move to Antarctica. There's no hot weather and real estate is a lot cheaper than Hawaii's.
RhymePrime 7
Where did you learn this?
foxyladyalias 2
In from Holland, always cold and rainy. House swap? Would die for Hawaii