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Kirstie Campbell

Ups and downs

Today, I finally realized that my bipolar depression gets worse in hot weather. I live in Hawaii. FML

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Halloween

A failed costume, stolen candy and a very real scare: Halloween, the one night when fear is allowed.

Same thing different taste

The song is "Wave of Mutilation" by Pixies. Love the song, hate myself.

Cease to resist, giving my goodbye

Today, it was my last vacation day in Hawaii. It was lovely, I was happy. Then I heard a certain song about suicide at the airport, which triggered a severe depressive episode. Then the airline misplaced the bag with my pills. Now I'm struggling with suicidal thoughts while trying not to break down and cry in public. FML

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My manic episodes trigger when I'm not high

I live in Alaska. Our summers are HOT including fairbanks

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My manic episodes trigger when I'm not high

Move to Alaska. Or better, move to Yukon or northern Alberta and get cold weather and free healthcare.

I live in Alaska. Our summers are HOT including fairbanks

ojoRojo 27

Ugh my seasonal depression was greatly affected by winter, and I lived in New York for 27 years. My husband and I moved to California almost 5 years ago and although I still get seasonal depression, it’s not nearly as severe. I see a move in your future!

Move to Antarctica. There's no hot weather and real estate is a lot cheaper than Hawaii's.

Where did you learn this?

foxyladyalias 2

In from Holland, always cold and rainy. House swap? Would die for Hawaii