Hello. This was my FML. First of all, to those of you who gave me the benefit of the doubt or advice, thank you. To those of you who were incredibly rude, I expected nothing less from the internet. Secondly, from my understanding, the applications are anonymous to those scoring them. I do not think that they knew it was mine or that I had held the position before. I should have worked harder on my application and found a way to integrate my previous experience. I was so busy with other things at the time, however, that I just kind of winged it. I wasn't even sure that I wanted the position again. I only decided that I did later on...too late I guess. Oh well, now I know for next time. Make up your mind; don't let anyone/thing else make it up for you. Last year when I did get the position, it was much more competitive even, which just makes this whole thing worse haha. There is really no good excuse for my not receiving the position other than self-sabotage.