You really should look into some type of counseling. Alcohol consumption to that degree is very damaging to the kidneys, liver, etc.

I feel like the alcoholism must stem from something else, a lot of people turn to alcohol when they're depressed. First step is asking for some help OP. Good luck!

Booze is like a smartphone, makes you fatter, turns you dumber and is best used on the toilet.

The funny thing is that because AA meetings are anonymous, there aren't really any statistics on the success rate. Unless you're speaking from personal experience, in which case the word "usually" is a bit suspicious :P

#39 in that case, is there an FML addiction help center I can contact?

No, no it doesn't well for me that is; I'll use my phone on the toilet but different strokes for different folks. Most of my dad's family suffers from alcoholism, receive help op.

im a recovered alcoholic, so yeah i know that it happens, i found myself in the bath, toilet even waking at night just for a drink

It was homemade toilet wine, like in prison.

Maybe it was ripple.

Admitting it at all is a giant step. Most addicts remain in denial.